Finding So Much Beauty In My Scars

La Casita at Lincoln Center and Pregones Theater
August 11th and 12th

La Casita Artist : Manny Vega

This summer I was part of La Casita at Lincoln Center’s Out of Doors free outdoor performances. La Casita is a program intended to celebrate the oral traditions of the Caribbean, Africa, the United States, Native America, Spain, and Latin America through music, poetry, storytelling and dance. The event is co-curated by Bill Bragin (Lincoln Center Out of Doors), Melody Capote (Caribbean Cultural Center), Lillian Cho (Consultant), C. Daniel Dawson, Caridad de la Luz, Claudia Norman (Claudia Norman Management), Richie Villar (Acentos Foundation), and Shawn Termin (The Smithsonian National Museum of the American Indian). This year’s event was hosted by my friend and fellow poet Simply Rob.

When deciding which poems to recite I settled on performing the poems that began my career as a spoken word poet and writer. I selected the poems that reflected my story as a survivor of physical and emotional abuse because I wanted to honor this full circle moment where the events that could have made me stagnant did, in fact, bring me to a Lincoln Center stage. It was a moment to praise the strength in my scars.

Saturday, beneath a shady canopy of trees at Hearst Plaza, the audience (that included a group of my family and friends) enjoyed diverse performances and celebrate this moment with me.

          

Sunday at Pregones Theater, as I was making my way through the street I was quickly ushered into the lobby by and George Acevedo and George “Urban Jibaro” Torres. There I had the pleasure of meeting an icon, Mrs. Miriam Colon Valle, an award winning actress and founder of the Puerto Rican Traveling Theater (better known to many as Scarface’s mother).

I gave her both my books and she enthusiastically asked me about each one. As I shared my story she shared hers. She even stayed to watch me perform although I went on late in the evening. Her warmth towards me and my story was humbling.

Again, as I have expressed several times before, I have found beauty in my scars and know for certain that I was destined to heal.
Ashé

Soledad Speaks
A Spoken Word Journey

Created and directed by Linda Nieves- Powell
Co- curated by Peggy Robles- Alvarado and J.F. Seary
Written by Peggy Robles- Alvarado, J.F. Seary, Maria Rodriguez and Meriam Rodriguez

On September 30th the poetry of four dynamic women of the New York City Spoken Word scene will collaborate on themes of identity, exclusion, femininity, and pride. Come and take part in the talk back at the end of this workshop production

Historical event at La Casa Azul Bookstore


I will be at La Casa Azul Bookstore for this historical event.
I will be reading from Sandra Cisneros’ book
The House On Mango Street.

Join me for this free act of protest!

50 for Freedom

Friday September 21, 6:00pm – 8:00pm

New York City’s Latino literary community will converge to participate in “50 for Freedom of Speech,” a national day of action protesting the de facto banning of Latino literature in the state of Arizona (with similar legislation poised to pass in other states as a result).

Reading by banned Puerto Rican author and award-winning poet Martín Espada and readings of other banned book texts by some of New York City’s top Latino academic, literary and spoken word talent.

Organized by: Librotraficante, Sangre Viva Arts Alliance and Acentos, Latino Rebels and La Casa Azul Bookstore

Future Leaders Fearlessly Explore Poetry at Millersville University

A young lady writes to an absent father wishing she could see him again.

An aspiring rapper seeks acceptance from his parents and struggles with a secret that pulls at his heart.

A young lady translates her pain form Nepali to English to ensure that I see the real her because she believes no one else can.
 

 
A Nepalese young man shares his three wishes and repeats that he doesn’t want to die without his dreams coming true.

A young lady from the Dominican Republic details in delicate Spanish verses how her faith holds her in times of need.

A young man writes that he only cries in the rain so no one can see his tears.

A young lady pushes past her tears and is determined to recite verses about a childhood trauma
 

 


These are just some of the themes that were explored during a poetry and spoken word workshop I conducted on August 3, 2012 at a leadership camp at Millersville University. When Inés Vega, the coordinator of migrant education, parental involvement, and special projects, contacted me I was excited and nervous as to what to expect.

I am accustomed to working with elementary school students but I wasn’t too familiar with the high school student population.

 

To better prepare I contacted Latanya DeVaughn.

Latanya is the founder of Urban Voices Heard, the curator of many standing room only open mic events, and the facilitator of poetry workshops at Fordham University. She offered me advice, prompts, and suggestions, but I must thank her for inviting me to one of her workshops as a guest poet. During the workshop she repeatedly reminded her students not to make any apologies or excuses. This I took with me as I entered the room filled with approximately 50 teens from various countries and in various stages of English language acquisition.

 

 

Since I have been a teacher for over a decade now, I was armed with a lesson plan, prompts for reluctant writers and a spirited opening that introduced them to my story. I left my performance for the end as per Latanya’s advice. I told the students they needed to be fearless when writing poetry because the paper will not judge them. I was elated to see students who were engaged, eager to write and participate. Some students, who initially struggled defining poetry and spoken word, tackled the prompts and wrote vignettes of their lives in English, Spanish and Nepalese in their journals. The more they wrote, the more their lives were revealed. Even counselors participated and shared memories, angst, and worries. Tears flowed as pain traveled from pen to paper. Joyce Avila, the camp supervisor and a no nonsense maternal figure originally from Brooklyn, had to step out of the room a few times to wipe her tears and those of counselors and students overcome with emotion.

These students are definitely our future leaders. They fearlessly used poetry to tell their stories and didn’t allow language, pain, or the shedding of public tears to get in the way of their message, their hopes, their struggles and their dreams.

They reminded me I must always remain fearless!

A special thanks to Stella Lee for being my road trip buddy and photographer for the day!